Wednesday, December 3, 2008, 02:48 AM - Outdoors
Posted by Michael
Day 4 - MondayPosted by Michael
After an unsuccessful morning the highlight of the day --- and the whole trip --- is deer hunting in the afternoon. We park near the private land during late lunch. I see something move under a bush. A bird hopping around? Through binocs --- I see antlers! I can see the head of the deer but not the whole animal. We formulate a plan whereby I circle around to approach the buck with a better shooting lane. Wind is fierce and perpendicular to my approach. Somehow the buck senses me, and bounds off. I head in the general direction deciding to plant myself. I find a good overlook on a draw along a deer trail up the slope, with several shooting lanes. I wait for a long time.Toby walks through the property north of my position. Pretty soon he's scared up some does and a buck--- my buck. He rockets past the draw to the south end of the property. I'm sitting there and three does come out and start heading right up the deer trail I'm sititng next to. They're heading at full tilt right at me. I can hear the pounding of their hooves, closing the distance, they're coming right at me! Just as thoughts of being trampled by does flickers across my brain, they stop, maybe 10 yards away. I'm stock still, watching. They're looking, not sure if they see me. They move a little behind the tiny tree between us. Minutes pass, finally they decide to move a different direction and walk away.
After a time I decide to head to a different spot. I find a new area to sit, behind a rock, lots of good shooting lanes, but not much time left in the day. I take a gamble and head back to the field, near where I first spotted my buck. I slowly stalk my way through the pinions, very carefully looking, moving slow, trying to be as quiet as possible. Finally I'm at the edge of the trees and... holy crap, there's the buck, out in the field, grazing. He hears something in my direction as I crush a twig despite my careful footsteps, but he is unconcerned. The adrenaline pumps, heartbeat races. Pounding. Toby radios he is heading back, shooting time is nearly over. I radio back, shaky voice and hands, “hold your position” (Joe and Toby no doubt chuckling at me vibrating with buck fever). I scoot up to a better spot. Hand on a cactus. Butt on a cactus. Forget the pain. Buck's right there, get closer!
Can't shoot prone, too much of a slope in the ground, have to do a sitting shot. Take aim, crosshairs zipping around like a crazed moth near a porch light. Deep breaths, try to be calm. Point of aim is a little better, but the deer keeps moving away, sun keeps dropping, need to hurry this up. Close enough. I squeeze. >boom< >riinngggggggg< in my ear. Miss! Miss?? The milliseconds that follow tick by like minutes a decision teeters in my mind... and falls on the side of stupid. I take another shot while the animal is running. Then another.
Defeat. Humiliation. Three misses, nowhere close. What was I thinking? I feel like an idiot. I'm pissed now. Toby arrives, I have to admit to missing and being a fool. As I'm looking for any sign of a hit, Toby yells “look!” I'm clueless. “LOOK!” Finally I look left... at a half dozen does bounding at full trot right near me, they jump the fence. Trailed by a really big four point buck. We inspect the area to be sure I didn't make any hits, and we head home.
Amy has left a voicemail for me to let me know she went to the doctor --- the baby is ok, heartbeat ok, everything looks great. That puts it all in perspective. I meet some friends in town. By the time I have delicious filet mignon and a margarita in me, I feel a lot less angry about missing and taking impossible shots. The real kicker is the distance wasn't that great, only a hundred yards or so. It looked farther. I'm no less frustrated, just not in a terrible mood and not beating myself up about it quite so much.
When you goof up like this, you get snapped awake and there's a certain clarity and humility. I don't feel good about this outcome. I don't feel proud about rushing the shot, I know I need to learn to calm the adrenaline. Focus on the task, focus on the point of aim, forget the significance of the moment. I have to practice field positions. No shots at running animals. There's just no reason and little chance of success.
I have a LOT of work to do in the off season.










The M1917 .300 Win Mag was sighted in pretty well (the three holes above the bullseye) printing a 2" max spread at 100 yards, but the Swede (holes are highlighted) was shooting rather erratically during sight in. By the time I shot the last 4 rounds, the barrel was pretty hot and the group was way larger than I felt comfortable with: 3.75" max spread. Ouch. So the Mauser didn't make this year's hunt.

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